Turgid Twenty20 for 20

I’m falling asleep...

sorry Middlesex and T&T,

but this is terminally boring.

The ideal soporific.

Good night (yawn)...

I said I wouldn’t, but...

...here I am watching the Middlesex team vs England in Antigua (thanks to my favourite informal webcaster).

Tonight’s stream is great picture wise, but it keeps starting and stopping. Irritating.

But it’s nice to see a little ‘colour’ in the crowd for a change.

And many of the people look as I do.

But they’re not cold.

As I am.

Crusaders off to Antigua!!! Spitfires shot down at the death!!!

Good for Middlesex (Crusaders) - very bad for Kent (Spitfires), they also deserved to win.

But there can only be one set of winners (on the flight to Antigua)...

I have behaved badly today.

That Irish guy begging me for money - then WorldVision guy Gabriel @Shepherd's Bush shopping centre opposite BoooksEtc (now no more) - then me pretending to support ltvn through his bad link to the final, then me hopping off to chavstar at the drop of a hat (I'm a cricket channel slag - no loyalty at all). Sins...

• indifference to the poor (Irish guy in Harlesden)
• indifference to the poverty stricken (World Vision)
• hypocrisy - pretending to care then jumping into someone else's ship when I didn't get what I wanted (ltvn tried, wasn't happening. Pretended to be nice, but I left him alone for a better stream of T20 on another channel...)

Now I feel ashamed because I have no shame. If I'm like this for a game of cricket streamed across the web, what would I be like for something of real importance???

I'm now going to feel very bad about myself. I hate me today. I'm a middle-aged no-hoper. What's up with me?

Will cricket ever be shown (or made available) on terrestrial or Freeview TV ever again? Will anyone give a monkey's t*ss if it isn't?